Morning noon and night even on the demanded day
of rest
the wanderers arrive exhausted and afraid
the soldiers see nothing but pleasure in spitting fear
into their eyes
We sing the glory of this beaten down
place
as if the hero who was prophesized
still rules our paths with care
But only
the most willfully blind can sing those songs
when the invaders claim our heartbeats
as the rhythm with which to dance their control
Count them
each arrival must be captured
in the ledger from which our sustenance
is calculated
So when he stood here
asking for shelter before she fell into
the road covered with shame trembling
to force our gaze away from her swollen
womb
I stopped for just long enough
to exhale my well-adapted mindless trance
and took them to the stable
ii.
We are the inheritors of dust
the cracked dried branches of a tree
that has forgotten how to bear fruit
We
do not sing the promises shouted
so long ago
We are here only to discard
every thought of a bright new dawn
She could be heard everywhere
groaning out something more than struggle
It was not
until the young men
crowded into the door demanding
to see a child
that I heard
how odd my breath was sounding
We went in
the young ones pushing
past me
more hungry than the mules
and oxen in the stable
falling against
each other
staring staring until frozen
with their long- unrequited hunger
They let their eyes feast upon
the child
Felt this poem as much as read it. A tenderness here that refuses to look away from cruelty or fear, and that honesty moved me deeply. The moment of stopping, of breaking the trance and choosing a small, human act of mercy, felt achingly real. Throughout it all, sensing the universal Christ everywhere in creation, the human incarnation of God expanding the gift of divine love beyond boundaries and expectation. The ending unsettled and reverent at once, holding hunger, vulnerability, and fragile hope together. Grateful for a poem that sees so clearly and invites us to see and love more fully.
ReplyDeleteThis poem belies a sense of expectation of a witness and the dread fear of the betrayal of that witness.
ReplyDeleteThanks Joseph. Thought provoking as I always expect.
ReplyDeleteJoseph,
ReplyDeleteSo warm and reassuring to read this in a time when “We sing the glory of this beaten down
place.”
Thank you.
What struck me most was the description of hunger. The hunger of the world for true unity and peace. Thank you for this Christmas poem. Joy to the World!
ReplyDeleteThis poem brings forth the humble humanity of the experience of the events. Thank you for sharing.
ReplyDeleteBeautiful and powerful. Better with each reading.
ReplyDeleteBreathtakingly beautiful! Merry Christmas to one of God's faithful servants.
ReplyDeleteThanks for the experience of reading and feeling this Christmas expression! So much more nourishing than the shouts and murmurs of Yule that surround and envelope me and my flailing spirit. There may be an answer here to my question about just how is my God, my YHWH, sustaining me? In everything? While (so the Sage says) God protects me from nothing.
ReplyDeleteThank you again for healing and challenging us. Merry Christmas! The stable may look different but the pregnant mother has still arrived.
ReplyDeleteMy dearest Joseph,
ReplyDeleteHave been letting this poem sink in since Christmas night when we finished opening presents with 98-year-old Audrey and her dementia and 78-year-old Michael with his special learning needs. They are so lucky to be loved and we to be loved by them with no ledgers of recognition from terrifying ICE eyes or from bombs falling over Nigeria.
This poem goes so far backwards, back to the ledgers in the holds of the ships, in the offices of cotton plantations, to the ledger of constitutionally denied independence, and to all the false reconstructions since Martin.
It looks forward to young ones, who have somehow awakened from the nightmare of assimilations to hear the old prophesies, to dance in the circle of kinship, after being able to hear the groaning out something more than struggle everywhere.
Thanks always for sharing your creative writing! Enjoyed reading the poem in the quiet of the night, while savoring every magical moment of the Christmas season.
ReplyDeleteThank you, Fr. Joseph for the poem. I hope you are doing well. Happy New Year!
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